its been a while, 4 months already since last post. lol.
well, the main concern for me right now is to get a job. a real and stable one. dont know if i can describe myself today as a suri rumah sepenuh masa or just in honeymoon period with my ownself. after graduating from UNI life since last 2nd August, now I am free to do whatever I want as long I can get something to eat and better place to stay which of coz at home.
yeah, still stuck here in Perlis. most of me friends already driven their career in Key El, which I suppose to be there right now. however, I feel like someone or something had stapler my butt in this so-called paradise. not sure how many days I could stay here, or should be here. its all about choosing the right choice. sometimes my heart roaring want to go, but the other part of me keep it cool to stay for a while enjoy the holiday before striving for the future. nevermind, I've make up my mind already.
* just finished my photoshoping thing. this is the punca I came here and start writing entry. maybe want to show off. lol. seems legit
and then I say: hey please stop. I shouldnt compare too much about everything. shouldnt worry too much or think bad about it. relax, it is still a long journey. there must be something prepared for each of us as promised by Him. I just have to wait for a certain amount of time and absolutely got to make effort for that. as long as I am doing the obligatory thing, improve myself in and out. everything will be just fine.
dalam kesenangan,
dalam kesihatan tubuh badan,
dalam kesenangan kewangan,
dalam serba cukup..dalam serba cerah dengan lampu yang banyak.
tapi kami tidak mampu membuka mushaf Quran , membaca kalam Mu ya Allah..kami menzalimi diri kami sendiri.