more than just a char..

Its a great feeling when i woke up early, do d important thing and wishing that today will be better than yesterday, hoping today i will be happy and will be doing nice things,the content will be accept by all living things..alhamdulillah..

Then i start to step out of d lazy room yet comfortable to d entrance of abah's house.. Opening d door and walk to d rigid,secure gates..One thing i've been concern in my mind ; "Where are u my friend (a.k.a Sun)...?"I've been missing u recently...I want to see your big bright eye, touch your hot rays and absorbs your energy..

You have an enourmous power to start my day and shine my day long..Unfortunately u have not showing yourself since two days ago..I wonder why are u hiding your  true self..are u mad on someone or kind of shy with me..??huhu..

Nevermind, i will always waiting for you everyday when people are still sleeping especially for students as they are celebrating holiday..

You know what, friend..??
Your place have been replaced by the only and great enemy of yours,called rain..d sky,the river and i have been complaining about him..It make our day feel sad,heavy and lazy..People around me especially those are doing the wedding ceremony felt annoyed,depressed yet happy coz rain have caused them to get wet..
By the way,happy wedding day for those who are married in this school holidays season..Wish u all happy always starting from the first night..hoho~~

Back to u Sun, i've been attending 4 ceremony in 2 days without u..I'm not kind in d mood for eating coz d rain have invaded my body through the coldness and murdered my appetite..
Recently your enemy keep attacking us by producing its powerful shots during d day and small shots until late night..All i can do is just reading proper books and newspaper(just like an old man..huhu),connecting people with fb,looking at people views through TV or just playing with my three aggressive young brothers inside the house..Ummi is very angry with rain coz our cloth dont want to follow her rules..Other people in Peninsular M'sia also worried with d rise of river water level..

So dear Sun, my old friend.. 
i hope we can jog together on tomorrow morning ,or just have a little walk around Taman Mesra Jejawi Perlis..if u still dont want to emerge yourself, nevermind i will just keep waiting in the early morning and searching for u behind those thick clouds..if today was my last day, i will be great happy to see u on hereafter later...

cherish d golden moment before it pass by..~~

malam ni malam terkhir ak tido kat ump..esok lak hari terakhir ak kat ump..mlm tu ak duk kat seat namber 29 utama ekpress 8 45 malam..lusa pagi kul 8 ak dah sampai uma kat perlis..yehaa..x sabar nak balik uma..wlupon ak x balek tawau yg pntg aku balek kat uma family ak gak..

dah abes dah 1 sem study sbg sorg student uni..x sedar rsanya msa berlalu..adoyai..x bestla bila msa dibiarkan bgitu sja..haha..mudah2han ak dpt pass utk sem strusnya...bnyk gak pgalamn sem 1 ni..mcm2 ak study..ada input ada output..yg pntg misi ak masih jelas..akan bersambung lg tggl 28 bln 12 nti..

aku rindu mak aku..ermmm...

alhamdulillah..

mggu exam berlalu dgn baek wlupon 1 subjek ak rsa susah nak score..uhuk3..yg pntg ak dah cba...hanya tggl 1 paper sja lg..mlm ni roomate ak lak balik sp kedah..tggl ak sndri..slmt jalan fairuz, jumpa lg sem depan..bleh ak tumpang laptop kau lg..hehe..mlm2 duk sndri ak rsa x best lak..ump rsa cam dah sunyi  lak sbb ramai dak mekanikal dah balek..yg laen ada 1 2 paper lg..sabar2..

kul 12 mlm ak x tau nak watpa..nak tido pun payah..dah biasa tdo lpas kul 12..ape punya prangai daa..x baek utk ksihatan..tp buat jugak..so aku cuba la baring..lelapkan mta...tiba2 feeling tu dtg lg..asal ak sndri2 sja msti dia dtg..ditambah lak dgn lagu pelita hidup dri hijjaz..i'm on the mood for my roots..sedikit basah d ctu..

Hidup ini bagai lampu dinding
Yang dinyalakan di malam hari
Apabila minyak sudah kering
Ia kan pasti padam sendiri

Demikian juga hidup manusia
Selama hidup di dunia ini
Bila dah cukup umur usia
Putuslah hubungan di sana sini

Setelah kita tinggalkan dunia
Alam yang lain pula menanti
Apakah kita dapat kurnia
Itu melihat amal dan bakti

Di sana insan cemas dan bimbang
Tak dapat lagi buat alasan
Buruk dan baik akan ditimbang
Kedua-duanya dapat balasan....

alhamdulillah ak masih d beri kesedaran..d beri peluang utk mengingatiNya...

salam utk pembaca...

pejam celik,pejam celik..kjap ja rasanya nak abes sem..1 hari 2 lagi dah nak exam...baru nak mula bersusah payah study...sampai 2 3 pagi..tapi ada pulak yg buat keje laen..hehe...jgn tiru aksi itu..

insyaallah tggl 9,11,12 dan 16 aku berjuang menjawab paper computer dan math...mudah2han boleh jawab..mggu depan study week...mudah2han dpt fokus lak...insyaallah..amin..dan dpt tenang diri sndri..penting ni ketenangan ni..

exam oh exam..ramai yg bimbang dgn exam ni..mak bapak bimbang,guru2 bimbang apatah lagi student yg mnjawabnya..bimbang x dpt jawab..atau result x okai..yg pntg stiap pengorbanan ada hasilnya..bermujahadah diri la katakan..

baru2 ni ak dgr khutbah jumaat..tajuk psal exam gak..sedap suara ustad ni..insaf aku d buatnya..isinya padat dan sgt bermkna...hidup d dunia ni pon peperiksaan gak rupanya..ada 2 fasa..fasa 1 sebelum cukup umur..dan fasa 2 slps baligh..fasa 1 kita diberikan ilmu yg cukup2..fardu ain fadu kifayah dan asas2 kehidupan..kalau cukup ilmu tu,cukup pengisian drpd ibu bapa,senanglah utk menjawab pprksaan fasa ke 2..fasa ke 2 ialah masa baligh sampai mati...d sinila kita d uji betul2..beruntung bagi sapa2 yg ada basic dan mempamerkan amalan yg baik2(jawapan yg terbaik).. berlainannya dlm exam Tuhan ni ialah kita boleh meniru dgn saling nasihat menasihati serta melakukan pembetulan atau perubahan ke arah dan jalan yg benar sehingga tamat tempohnya..seterusnya exam ini akan menentukan kedudukannya d akhirat kelak..sama ada mendpt bahgia yg abadi atau ditimpa kecelakaan yg hakiki..jika kita gagal dlm peperiksaan ini,tiada lg peluang utk memperbaiki diri setelah kita kembali menghadap Allah Azza wa Jalla..

Firman Allah Taala yg brmksud : Yang mnjadikan mati dan hidup,supaya Dia menguji kamu ,siapa d antara kamu yg lebih baik amalannya..dan dia Maha Perkasa lagi Maha Pengampun..(Al Mulk :2)

agak bimbang pulak aku dgn peperiksaan yg d sediakan oleh Tuhan ini..mudah2han aku lebih sedar utk mengutamakan apa yg harus dibimbangkan...mana lebih pntg??kebimbangan utk exam final sem ke atau exam yg hakiki...??renung2kanlah..